Zombie world

Subiect: Zombie world Mier 18 Dec 2013, 23:02

Zombie world

I am just a zombie. I am alive, I do everything that everyone do, but I just feel dead. I don't think straight, I can't control myself and I just feel like I am drowning in my own emotions and just dying. I feel like I just don't have a mind, I am always dizzy and I belive that my soul and body are just two different things that don't get along and react on they're own. I should be the one who control them but actually they control me. It's like I am just going thru like for nothing I am just a piece good for nothing just like the rest. I don't get why. I wish I was different, standing out of the crowd, spark, but I am just sitting here begging God for someting better. Maybe we are all zombies, because we are doing the same boring things, we are good for nothing, we just help the powerful people to get richer just like a zombie could do if he would be use in a experiment. He will rich those mens and after just get killed or left to death. I don't wanna be like that, no one gets me or my point of view, they just think I am a freak and ignore me. Maybe I could do something better, but I am just ignored. They just wanna be the same, they don't like sparks or the ideea that someone could do something even better than them so they just like me in a corner to die just like that poor zombie. They think that we all should be in the same pot, like some soldiers doing the same thing and if someone is doing it differently he will just get out of the crowd. Why should we end up like a zombie ? Why we should be all the same ? Why can't we do something for us, for everyone and just don't get judget because we don't want to live like a dead walker ? God damn it. I will live like a living creature because that how god created us and we all should be living, I will be different and I will be proud of that, I will ignore the haters because don't get it. We all should be the same, just different.